Say Cheese... Now Smile!

Got back a while ago from my lunch date with dad... I dunno. Things were pretty much how it normally is... where he talks about himself, his needs, his worries... and we listen. He really doesn't show much interest in our lives. I guess its not the healthiest of relationships... but definitely better than how it was in the past. I hope this isn't have a whiny "oh I'm so sad because I'm not loved" sound to it... cause I know he loves me...but after all the drama... he really isn't going to change. Its just something thats going to take some getting used to. You'd think after 21 years, I would...